Goodnite

I am going to keep this short and sweet...had a long day and Gabs wants me to sleep w/ her, she's not feeling well...

Today PSY class was cancelled so I went to Target and went to Wal Mart for a few groceries...I am going to be studying for the whole day tomorrow...exam on Wednesday...

I had some beef jerky for a snack today...Water....Lemon Tea Crystal Light...and I had 2 filets of Tilapia marinated in worchestchire & teriyaki and a sprinkle of lemon pepper and a side of steamed veggies....I didn't get a chance to weigh myself though....

G'nite...

Sorry

Sorry it's been so long since i've updated my blog..I have been pretty busy with midterms and tests and quizzes and the kids...You know when there is one thing there is always one hundred more things going on...First of all, I am very proud to announce that I have had a change of heart that I have been waiting for a long time for...I am very happy to feel that kind of love in my life again...I don't know how I lived without it...

So I haven't been to my doctor for a weigh in for about 3 weeks this Thursday, but I am going this week on Thursday hopefully...My kids had an appointment for their flu shots last Thursday, which was a big mistake for Brando...He has been sick since he got the shot...He didn't eat for 2 days and cried a lot; plus he's still teething...I don't think I am going to get the 2nd shot for him.. On Tuesday I applied for all of our passports, Finally! Also I made a 92% on my a&p midterm! I was happy even though it should have been higher since I changed some of my answers...I'm happy though...It's been cold here the last few days so I've tried to keep the kids bundled up...

Okay, so I've been pretty good with the eating...I've eaten a lot of salmon the last weeks and veggies...I am so glad that I haven't had soda in about 2 months too! I ate a lot yesterday, but I am not going to obsess over it...I've been walking the kids outside at night too! I love it and they love it so we all win! I hope it's not too cold tonite so we can do it again...I've weighed myself at home and the scale says 179 lbs...that's 24 lbs so far=) I am halfway there!

40 days till the love of my life finally comes home...that means i can probably lose about 10 pounds before he comes home=) I hope he notices...He'll be so into the kids, which is fine... and this time I am not going to make a move on him...He'll make his move when he's ready...Last time he came home I was all over him...and I got prego the first time..haha...Well, time to get ready for school...Later!

Weigh In

It was confirmed today...I've lost 16 lbs...I am not too happy about it...I think that it's just weird... I haven't even started exercising yet...but I am starting...I wanted to take the kids for a walk today but I couldn't because I was studying for hours...I had to take Gabs to my in laws to sleep there so i could study more...My mom is watching brando tomorrow...I'm tired...G'nite..

About 3 weeks in...

Okay ,I am really confused...I don't understand how i'm losing the weight...I'm hardly doing anything...I checked my weight today, but it was after I ate a spinach salad w/ mushrooms, cherry tomatoes, an egg w/out the yolk, and broccoli...and i topped it off w/ 2 lemon wedges...and a water...I've had a lot of water today...I've been sweating so much...I hate it...I went to school and had another water...I didn't have any shakes today..I think I'm done w/ them...It doesn't do anything...I am going to see if I can sell them back or something...I lost 2 lbs today and I seriously think it's from the sweat...I am going to talk to the doctor about this...I am worried...So what happens when I get off the pills...am I going to gain weight from drinking water...I went to pick up the kids about 3 hours after lunch and I had 2 pieces of adobo and a little bit of rice...about a size of my palm...I have been getting headaches since Monday too...This only happened to me once when I first started the adipex...I am going to start working out next week...Maybe 3 times a week...

My surgery was 6 days ago and I felt better since yesterday...I know I have a follow up on the 14th I think...I still need to see my ob/gyn cause I have mirena and I have my period for almost 2 weeks now...So I just weighed myself...I am 187 lbs...That's a total of  16 lbs in 3 weeks....

UPDATE

Okay...So I had my laparoscopy on Thursday afternoon...I don't remember them even putting me to sleep... I woke up and I was in a lot of pain so the nurse gave me something...I threw up a lot that day, but it got better...The pain hasn't really gone away though...I am taking Oxycodone and 4 Ibuprofen every 4 hours...It knocks me out too...B's mom has Gabs for the second night in a row... It helps out a lot cause I can sleep through the night...I wish I was back to normal already..My diet is non existing right now and I've actually gained 4 lbs in this week...I'm not going to the restroom regularly...I'll blog again later...

Monday is Gabs birthday=)

Day 12

I couldn't blog this weekend...It was crazy...On Saturday, well Sunday, I went to the ER because my upper stomach was hurting sooooo bad...It turned out to be gall stones and I need to have my gallbladder removed...I have never felt so much pain in my whole life...it was worse than labor pains...I thought I was going to die because the pain was so bad I almost fainted...Well, Saturday I was fine...I went to a movie w/ Lisa and saw Love Happens...Then i went to my mom's house and ate a fish filet and spinach....for dinner I had two chicken thighs w/ marinade...Around 10 pm is when my pain started...Well, I am having surgery on Thursday and my mom has been driving me around...My sister slept at my house last night and since I've been drugged up, it helped a lot...The doctor gave me Hydrocodone and I love it...I actually had morphine at the ER...it was soooooo awesome how fast it worked...I take the meds every 6 hours...B can't make it home because he can't get his passport...I wish he was here...but i can't do anything about it...Yesterday I didn't eat at all, but today I had a bag of steamed veggies, 2 crackers, 3 pieces of turkey from a lunchables, and half of the roast beef and cheese from a sub...and I had a popsicle...I am not a good mood.. I will probably blog again when I feel better...

Day 9

I totally forgot to blog yesterday...i was kind of busy...I went to my weigh in...I was really happy because i lost 10 pounds in one week...but my happiness ended quickly when the doctor brought out my blood work...I am border line diabetic and I was prescribed glucophage....Then the dr. told me that I was at high risk of heart disease...I am 26 years old...I have two kids and a husband...I don't want to leave them...I decided I am not only doing this for B anymore, I'm doing this for everyone...I am not going down like that...I switched over to the modified plan which is 3 shakes and 1 meal...I also have snacks in between of course...but I feel like i've been so busy I don't even have time for the shakes...Yesterday, I had to study and then go to church and it was B's brother's birthday so i didn't really get a chance to eat anything until it was almost bed time...I had a pack of the SteamFresh Veggies...I ate today...I had a shake for breakfast and lunch, and then I had about 5 pieces of broccoli that was steamed...I also had a small chicken breast filet tonight..I am on my regla so I am so cranky...=( I feel bad for my sisters and mom cause I hardly talked...I'm calling M now to tell her I wasn't mad...Gabs didn't take a nap all day..She slept at my m.i.l. house last night and she said Gabs was really good today...Ty wasn't there cause Gem was off...Gabs likes when she has Lola all to her self...Then we visited my mom since I picked up A from school...

Got an 85 on my A&P quiz today...I'm happy cause it was REALLY hard...

B wants to go to the PI again...It's always off and on...It's going to cost over 5000 for the family to go...I am sad cause I wanted to use that $ to pay off the stuff for B's car...We'd only stay for 12 days if we do go though...