LAB

I really should be trying to get some sleep because tomorrow morning I have my first lab for Bio 210...I am really excited about it...I love school and learning...I really wish I was like this when I was younger...I'd be finished with school now...It's amazing how much having kids change your outlook on life...I never wanted to go to college before I had children...Now, I can't imagine them growing up and seeing me work a dead end job...I really want them to look up to me...I can't really say that I'm going to school for the money, I really just want to do something with my life and show my kids that their mama is somebody and can do more than the dishes, laundry, and cook...and the other reason why I am doing it is because I need a plan B...If anything happened to Bobby or if one day he decided he didn't want to be w/ me (what are the chances of that right), but you just never know...or if he gets too sick one day to work...I need to have a job to help with the bills...I love being a stay at home mom though...Sometimes I think that after I graduate I will take a year off and hang out with Brando before he goes to school...Gabs might need help with homework and where will I be??

So this blog jumped around today and I am such a yo yo when I blog...=) G'nite...