Today I start my 7 day fast...I really hope it works out okay...I haven't been happy with my weight since I had my son...I wish it were easy to lose weight...I went to my first appointment at the metabolic medical center...the people were very nice and helpful...the doctor prescribed me an phentermine and about 5 or 6 vitamins to make sure I get enough nutrients while I fast...It's 4PM and i've had 1/2 a pill, all vitamins, and 2 shakes , and 3 bottles of water...I am supposed to drink a lot of water while fasting...After my first week I am supposed to add back 2 meals a day and 2 shakes a day...There is a strict diet plan...I will let you know all about it when i start...I am so anxious...I wish it were already 4 months from today and I can see how I look and see if it works...I just want to look "okay" for B when he comes home...I have 12 weeks till he comes home and that is enough time to lose enough weight for him to notice...I am extremely obese and you know what B said when I told him I'm fat..."No, you're not fat!" it's so sweet of him to lie..I am sooooo big...I don't even see myself in the mirror anymore....I am tired of being sad about it and I am going to do something about it...I hope I can do it!!! Today is my MIL's birthday and there is Lechon, and Ribs and Pancit and Publix Cake...If I can get past this, I can get past anything!!! Here it goes...Here's my body!! I hope we'll see results....I weighed in at 203 lbs...The heaviest I've ever been my whole life...I can't believe I'm posting this picture! I hope nobody reads my blog!
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